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Bob
Title: Gaia Explorer
Gender: Male
Age: 28
Sun Sign: Sagittarius
Chinese Sign: Metal Monkey
About Me:
Um…… about me……. lets see………..
I have tried to write this section about five times, trying to quote some song or poem that articulates who i goddam am.
I guess thats the point i cant, i like so many is paraoxically profoundly complex and yet so ignorantly simple at the same time. I guess this is the human existence.
Im gonna bloody write something here if it kills me.
Im in the process of figuring out who the heck i am. Im slowly very slowy letting go of the parts that no longer serve me. They are putting up a good fight. Like the Japanese soliders found fighting silent wars years after the war had finished. Im about as neurotic as they come, but only i know this, the world has not figured it out. But don't tell anyone okay?
I've tried being “spiritual”, ive read the books, but i realised i don't need enlightenment yet, because i quite like fumbling around in the the dimness. All im looking for at the moment is maybe few notches on the dimmer switch.
So who am I?
Still dont know. If i did know id be worried.
You cannot catch a snowflake,
All you'll get is rain,
You cannot hold emotion,
All you'll get is pain
Im working on the rest of that one.
I wish i had one beautiful poem that summed me up, but my life is far from done.
One of my favourite songs is Oh Me originally by the Meatpuppets, but made famous by Kurt Cobain in his Unplugged in New York.
If i had to lose a mile
If i had to touch feeling
I would lose my soul
Like i Do
I dont have to think
I only have to do it
The resuts are always perfect
But thats old news
Would you like to hear my voice
Sprinkled with emotion
Invented at your birth
I cant see the end of me
My whole expanse i cannot ( can now?) see
Formulate infinty
Stored deep inside me
That for now is me. On a thursday evening that is.
Rob
Member Since: Saturday, October 25 2008
Last Visit: 18 days ago.
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Goals
- to become fluent in spanish
- leave home
- forgive everyone including myself
- Travel south america by motorcycle
- To be truthful to my soul and spirit
- To do whatever it takes to live fully
- To meet my soul mate
- To heal my allergy to what is.
- To heal all my trauma, big T little t.
- To acknowledge the parts of me which do not want to heal
- To live a life free from a mortgage.
- To live on a boat
